journal peeking

Hi everyone! I feel like I haven't written an article about myself for a little while. I found old journal entries and I would love to share. These are collections found in my journal from the summer of 2016. As we shared on New Years, we're looking for someone who wants to contribute to our magazine project: details here. This can be an example. Any type of writers and artists are welcomed! We're sending the theme of the magazine only to those who reached out to us, so don't hesitate and reach us anytime! Everyone gets a chance to be in the magazine :)

最近なかなか記事が書けていなかったので、今日は昔の日記を見つけたので『日記を覗き見』というタイトルで、あたしの2016年夏の日記の内容を少し公開するね。その時は英語でのライティングにとても興味があって、いっぱい書いていたの。英語でのライティングはまだまだだと思うけれど、憧れの著者の文章を何度も読んだり、自分でアイディア探しに行ったりしていたよ。こういうアートなライティングも新年に発表したマガジンのプロジェクトで募集しています！どんな形のライターでもアーティストでも、みんなにチャンスが回ってくる雑誌にしたいと思っているので、興味があればぜひ挑戦してみてね。詳細はこちら。

i call it "the moment"

the moment i rewrite every night

it was the moment

our eyes locked as our hands tightened

it was the moment

my daydream became the real one

it was the moment

my heartbeat synced with yours

it was the moment

my soul met the soul i fall for

it was the moment

i felt everything for the first time

it was the moment

the things you wanna forget the most are

the things you only can think about

it sucks to have those ugliest feelings

but that's human beings

jealousy, envy, desire, and everything

can be beautiful but still ugly

i had never thought

that i would stop listening to you

everything you say,

the words turn into swords

and attack me

until i bleed to death inside

I'm not professional in writing for sure but I have thoughts and feelings that I want to turn into words and record them. This is how I was feeling almost two years ago. Do you write your thoughts and feelings down? What kind of things do you journal about?

もちろんあたしはプロフェッショナルなライターではないけれど、みんな同じように感情や考えを持っていて、あたしはそれを言葉にして書き出すことが好き。こういう風に記録できるしね。これらはあたしが２年前の夏に感じていたこと。みんなは自分がどんな風に何を感じていたか覚えてる？

xx Hikari